the horror to decide comes from the expectations behind each possible decision.

I have tried to be firm,
but I sense looseness.

Should I maybe keep track of my decisions? Shall I order them according to yes or no-decisions, point of time of the decision, maybe the weather on that day?

I remember my mother's warnings before she would give me presents for birthday or christmas:

"Don't expect too much."

The structure "expectation (1) - fulfillment (2)" disgusts me.

Maybe I prefer  something more cryptic like "prediction (1)- coincidence (2)- Karma (3)". 


weather: cloudy and grey, but lukewarm
point of time: 1pm

- Salad for dinner (expected to be green)
- coincidence: salad bowl breaks into pieces
- karma: bad


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